夢幻の城

exams over...what comes by is another long journey....

2010-12-11T23:21:00.002+08:00

Seriously...i'm trying veri hard to bring some lights into my sad life....i'm trying...always trying...

Life itself is scary...not anything tat come by...but is itself...

无言。。。不想再讲了。。。累了。。。倦了。。。许多的无奈是无法用言语来表达的。。。

~~助けて...???

2010-07-14T21:53:00.002+08:00

July 2010...七月2010....2010...一个很不一样的一年。。。
世上真有奇迹吗？我能期待它的到来吗？
这几天来让我想清也看清很多。。。
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不说了。。。也不想说了。。。一切随缘吧。。。

囧哭笑不得

2010-06-20T23:29:00.002+08:00

Wa...long time nv up date liao...haiz...actually i really dun hav the mood to write anything...
Too many things...dun feel lyk saying anything...

SS501 Love ya - This song made me 百感交集。。。

Why everything in this world is nt wad we see...why dreams are tt far away...why are dreams fading away as i'm growing up...

Life without dreams are meaningless, seeing ur dreams fading away make life seems pointless...aimless...

此时此刻的我只想尽情的大喊一场。。。只想回到曾经。。。不然就是想离开这儿。。。活在一个自己想出的不现实的世界里。。。

For now...i really lyk SS501 Love Ya...maybe nt the lyrics...but the rhythm is exactly how i'm feeling...i luv the rhythm...the music...

成长的代价就是失去一且童年的幻想及梦想。。。

6 more days...

2010-05-13T22:18:00.002+08:00

A day more!!! And i can take a break liao!!! Arghh!!! Suddenly ytd night i really regretted something...last time at SIM i shld be more guai...then can stay longer to earn the $$$...but...will things turn out to be lyk i predicted? Or actually...the fact is i'm not suitable for tat job...even if i force myself to stay...i wun be happy...but thinkin of the $$$...haizz...regret sia...也许我赚钱的时机还未到吧。。。？！

满肚子的委屈，无奈，愤怒与一大堆的心灰意冷该怎么办才好。。。？？？='(

8 more dayss!!!

2010-05-11T23:43:00.002+08:00

我好辛苦啊！！！！
头不知为什么那么不舒服。。。啊啊啊啊。。。。。。。。。。辛苦啊。。。。
根本没人知。。。。。。
我能开开心心的去台湾玩吗？？？
怎么办。。。？？？！！！

11 days...

2010-05-08T00:21:00.004+08:00

No letters yet!!! Arghh....i think i'm really worried now...

BTW...i have jux completed half of my job duration...yesh...but dunno if i shld continue to work...:D
Suddenly, i jux feel tt of all the jobs i have done, i actually lyk the one at NUH more...cos hav more fun ppl, slacky thou sometimes hav to see 'ppl's face'...and almost everyday i work, fion will come to accompany me...workin time still can crap wif 'kids'...but lyk i said b4, the job make a 19yr old person feel lyk a 90yr old elderly....

Hehe...currently i'm watching Cinderella's sister ep11! I jux feel tt this show is diff from other korean drama...hmm...it jux hav a diff feel, backgrd settings and some trival stuff(to some ppl, but nt me=D)...It depicts something tt is diff from other kor shows...hehe...maybe some may not understand ba...but it jux suit my taste...perhaps onli some ppl will gt wat i mean =D

13 more dayss....

2010-05-06T22:43:00.002+08:00

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Hey...thanks, Veron...i will relax de...who am i..? I'm Jinxian lehss.. =D
So, i will wait 'anxiously' for the letters and at the same time looking forward to work wif u 2...!!! i really wanna do events, especially wif FRENZ!!! EXTRA Especially is U TWO!!! (U noe who u r=D)
我从来都没想过我会如此在乎朋友，朋友在我心里是如此‘有份量’。可能是我一直都不清楚什么是‘友谊’，也可能是我在害怕些什么吧。。。但经过这么久，这么多事，我似乎明白了一些吧。。。
我只可说，若要我在这世上活着，外加有‘开心’这元素，就如鱼儿不能没水，我不能没朋友。
‘冤家宜解不宜结’，比起这句，我更喜欢‘多一个朋友好过多一个敌人’。我自己改了一改，‘多一个朋友好过多一个陌生人’=D
可能你不把我当朋友，但这不代表我不把你当朋友。。。

A side note...after 'trying' so many diff type of jobs...i think i gt to noe which type suits me the best...luckily it's veri similar to my dream career... =D

i'm becoming a 'giraffe'...!!!

2010-05-04T18:05:00.003+08:00

ARGHHH!!!! I WAN LETTERS!!! Hahaha....i meant uni admission letter lah.....i haven't receive any....seems lyk one must really do well in EXAMS....不能有任何一丁点的污点。。。haizzz... i think when one day i receive my letter...i think i might juz keep laughing and smiling the whole day...tooo happy...i have nv wait so long for something...and nv so worry abt something...
I feel lyk gg back to study...i even have a rough plan of wad elective modules to take, CCA, etc...but without the letter...everything is juz a dream to me...

2PM!!! Don't Stop Can't Stop!!!

2010-04-27T12:52:00.003+08:00

OMT!!!!!!! Finally out..a few days ago in fact....hehe...now 2PM is back!!! To kill their fans with their manly appearance and charisma....ARGHH!!!!!!!

2PM-COMEBACK PERF.

Their MV!!!

Personally i prefer Don't Stop Can't Stop this song...:D But of cos both are nice..as long as is 2PM...!!!!
Haiss...so many korean came to S'pore, why not 2PM? I know they came lyk a few yrs back or issit last yr..? For the korean festival...i wanna see them!!! But i bet it will be damn ex. to jux take a look at them...i dun think they will be lyk Shinee or Ft island, which hav some fan meeting at shopping malls??? On second thot, i rather they dun come...i dun wan to be those tt cos no $$ so can't see them...i will be damn sad...

Anyway, i think i'm going to experience some changes to my current life now...i dunno if i'm ready for it...but i will try my best ba....haizz...is onli after this period of time..i started to suspect myself...Am i really one of those little flowers growing happily under the protection of their parents? I dun think i am independent enough...sometimes somethings juz not wat it seems to be...

DrAma...!!!!

2010-04-05T00:26:00.003+08:00

Yay...juz sort od celebrated my little bro bday...hehe...tt little monster hor..seriously worried sia...haizz...but anyway, we went swensen's!!! Haha..nothing fantastic, but i hav eaten real lots of ice-cream...!!!! Haha...and the swensen's combo hor...wow...nice!!!

Second thing, recently i found this show, a korean drama, Cinderella's sister...wa..i veri seldom watch korean drama...i was sort of captivated by the storyline and the cast...The main female lead is Moon Geun Young!!! The gal acted in Autumn Tales, young ver. of Song Hye Kyo's role. And...TAECYEON is in this show too...he is one of the main male lead!!!! YESH!!!!
The storyline is nt bad...nt veri diff from typical drama...but i think i juz wanna watch how the story goes and also the cast!!! (TAECYEON)!!!! Practically a twist of Cinderella story. I lyk the role of Moon Geun Young, the character is damn cool...but i still can't differentiate which is the good ones, which is the bad ones...

Since Ying did suggest tt i shld put up some pretty gals pic...now i shld post some pics from this drama, Cinderella's Sister:

Plot:
Eun-Ju (Moon Geun-Young), who lost her father many years ago, finally moves gets a new family home when her mother remarries. Although things seem to have turn the better for the cynical Eun-Ju, she immediately faces problems when she meets her new step-sister Hyo-Seon (Seo Woo). Hyo-Seon with her bright character is the apple in her father's eyes and the clear favorite in the house. Furthermore, Eun-Ju's mother also seems to have fallen for the charismatic personality of Hyo-Seon.
Making matters worse for Eun-Ju, Hyo-Seon seems to like Eun-Ju's prince Ki-Hoon (Cheon Jeong-Myeong). Eun-Ju decides then and there to take matters in her own hands and exact revenge on her Cinderella like stepsister ...

The Main Characters:

*Moon Geun Young as Eun Joo

* Chun Jung-myung as Hong Kihoon

* Seo Woo as Goo Hyo Sun

* Taecyeon (2PM) as Han Jungwoo

More Pics from the Drama!!!

*During Eun Joo's schooling times...

*Grown-up?? Wa..anyway she look damn pretty..see pretty gals will look nice from all diff angles

*TAECYEON!!! Shuai from all angles!!! Shuai in this suit!!!

*I really luv this pic...make her look so attractive..those wild look...nt those decent and 'clean' ones...

*帅哥美女哦！！！

*OHHH!!! Taecyeon have the best bod...!!!!! BO SI SO YO!!!

*2 men fighting for a gal..?? hehe...a veri pretty one!!!

*OMG!!! My focus is on the pic on the left...ohhh...veri romantic sia...hehehe.. :D

Pics of Moon Geun Young(in her younger days)!!～美女～

Okies...End of todae's viewing on korea's 帅哥美女....
Moon Geun Young-真的是少了一些单纯及天真，但多了几分女人味儿，变成熟了不少。但还是不像二十多岁的少女。。。:D

I really attracted to Moon Geun Young...she is veri pretty...one of those female actress tt i keep wanting to look...(lyk Liu Yi Fei etc)...:D

Done-ed....应该大饱眼福了吧。。。 :D
Hope u all hav enjoyed lookin at the picss...:)

　　　　　　　　　　　　　　

'HuBbies...'

2010-04-04T00:57:00.008+08:00

YESH!!! fINAlly changed my blog skin!!! :D
Wahaha, as stated above, this post will be nothing but pictures of my so-called hubbies...as requested by my 'beloved empress', Ying...hahah...

首先登场的是。。。Beast Idol - 2PM...:

In case you dun actually noe, from left to right:
Junsu,JaeBum,WooYoung,Nickhun,Junho,ChanSung,Taecyeon

**More to come...:

These are the times when 2PM=7 members.. :

*OMG, Wooyoung look so cool here...and of cos my most fav...TAECYEON!! His side view is sooo
damn attractive:D

Their Comeback, without Jay...~HeartBeat~

*I really lyk the concept...veri zombie-like...

*OHHH!!! Taek and ChanSung have hot bods....Oh My Tian...veri veri ideal...!!! :D
Of cos the 'Jun' brothers also nt bad...veri man here...:)

*Hehe...they all look so hmm...how to describe....attractive..? ps, my vocab is veri limited...
P.S ChanSung hav damn long legs lorrr....

*I luv this pic...they all look....hmmm...can't describe...hehehe...i juz luv this pic...

Extra pic:
Taek wif a lady he collaborate wif...*envy*...how i wish i'm the lady...wahaha...(dream on hor...)

Okies...great, end of all the pics...i can't any short vids of them...initially i wanna put Wild Bunny, but tt's too long liao...
Suddenly i feel lyk a veri veri hua chi person here...posting pics of hunks...haha...
Anyway, 身边的朋友都应该知道我最喜欢的是Taecyeon(Taek)...ideal lehss..but of cos i think ChanSung also nt bad...tall tall de...yup, and wooyoung...so cute...:D
I shld end here then...can't hav too many words...the purpose is to post pics..i shall continue my 'HuBbies' series tmr...
:D

ChaNge...

2010-03-27T22:53:00.004+08:00

A number of things happen recently...Me finally got a taste of getting terminated early...haha..of cos they will sae it in a veri nice way, lyk 'Oh, jinxian, ur contract ends early...this fri..', when it's wed tt dae...haha...i felt happy thou...the ppl are so damn sucky there...i will nt censor any word here...cos i wun sae the place i used to work...=)
Some additional negative things i hav came to realise...i juz so happen to experience some 人类丑陋的一面...if i take a step back and think abt the whole thing, i actually find it damn interesting...原来此类的人真的存在。。。I shall nt go into details...cos it will be damn obvious...Humans do change...Oh ya, a side note to those who's waiting for bad luck to befall me, u can really laugh now...i dun mind and i dun giv it a damn... :)...But juz for ur info and to remind u..believe it or nt..风水轮流传。。。不要最后成了笑自己。。。
But of cos...nice and gd things do happen...for instances, i found out tt Kbox changed so much...now they hav more 'organised' system...wif more songs...hav Jap and Kor de too...but it's sooo organised tt i can't find songs i wan...haha..irony? Plus tt dae i really enjoyed myself...i really feel lyk gg back...but i sis lah...go wif frenz also dun wan to go wif me...cos i veri bad de...i will make her pay...plus she hav her own plans too...i dun wan $$ to be her obstacle...Hopefully she can gt wat she wan...my veri independent sis...in fact my sis(s) are both so independent tt i feel lyk a leech...hahaha...maybe cos i'm the youngest..(exclude tt little 'cute monster' bro)...Wat i can do is only to study as hard as possible...so tt i wun be a burden to them...better still if i can be someone they can de proud of...may nt be in terms of academic of cos...Wif this in mind...i manage to and believe tt i will be able to tahan all kinds of 委屈 and unhappiness...I strongly believe ‘苦尽甘来’this four words...
Recently dunno wat gt to me, i started watchin HK dramas...cos Jap de no more nice drama..arghh...my 'Yamato Nadeshiko Shichi Henge ' ended....one of those nice typical drama...Now, i re-watch 九五至尊, i really lyk this show..thou a bit short..onli 20 eps. Now i started to watch 皆大欢喜-时装版, hilarious drama...*thumbs-up*
Anyway, ytd wt intro this kor song 'Change' by HyunA to me..of cos she showed me the dance...fantastic..is something tt i really would lyk to learn...but i juz realised tt it's easy to learn by ownself..so i mastered it liao...wahahaa..ooppss..i'm being veri cocky here...nt to sae master lah...i noe the steps liao... ;D...think tt she is the only one tt i can discuss kor stuff and kor dances wif de le ba...no one else...I feel so bad...recently i kept pestering her when i noe she hav her own things to be settled...so sorry...how bad can i be..? Veri bad lor...
The title, 'Change', is sooo suitable for todaes content...so i use it...wahaha...nt bad ah...Have a look at the dance ba...is real nice...

*This is a short version of the whole dance...

End of todae...人生有起有落，希望我是正在往上走吧。。。不希望再错路了。。。

ConTinUaTioN oF My CelEbs FanTasTies....

2010-03-07T23:12:00.004+08:00

OMG....i dunno why...recently i'm sooo into MBLAQ...OMG...!!!! I rmb i used sae they r juz 'photocopies' of Rain...now i dunno y i keep watchin their vids...but of cos they r nt as gd as my 2PM...oh ya...hopefully my 2PM can 'recover' soon...settle their probs....i dun wan they to fall...they r the onli hope to pull down SM* de 'ppl'...2PM is simply too fantastic...!!!
Oh ya...and i juz saw this CM of Shinee's album...damn funny lor...is lyk izzit they no money to promote other 'ppl''s album...they advertised 3 albums tgt in one CM...hahaha..damn funny...when i saw this CM, i can't laughin at it...wahahahahaha
Anyway, thru my 'bimbo' dance fren, i went to watch Beast...then my reaction is...WOW!!!! Great....quite nice too...i lyk the leader's side view in their Bad Girl performance...attractive...

J.POP time...:
OHHH...i went to watch NEWS, KAT-TUN and some solo-ists performance...still quite okay...Oh..i watch AYUMI...!!! She really deserve the 'DIVA' title...same to Namie too...Queen of JPOP...luv ayumi when she's on stage...too charismatic and captivating....!!! :D
I've watch MAX....wif Mina...her comeback...still luv Mina's voice... And also SPEED..their comeback too...but they changed their style...which i think tt they dun really suit tt... This reminds me of BoA's recent performance. Dunno wat's wrong wif her stylist..make her look so mature, then she wore tt pants during her live for Eien, made her look soo short, when she is already so short...a bit hay-wired lor...

*watchin Kaiji soon...yay...!!!*

After RESULTS...!!!!

2010-03-07T11:49:00.002+08:00

Aiya...so long nv update my blog liao...haha...so i might as well do it...lyk after i hav taken my results...I hav a lot to say thou...so i will start off wif...:
I din do tt well for my A's...hehe...but okay lah, i still can gt into local uni, thou there r ppl tt might 'worried' tt i can't gt in...maybe i shld sae - hopefully the uni accept me? Haha..if tt wat the ppl wan me to tell them..in order to make it lyk they r a lvl or two higher than me..? There's soo many ppl out there getting much better results, but if u think winning a 'tiny' me u will feel happy...then so be it then...the competition is endless...so i dun see a point in 'participating' in it anymore and actually...I DUN CARE... I'm nt tt into studies since dunno when le...tt's y i can sae tt for A's, i did nt really workin tt hard...nt as hard as i did last time for O's. Weird rite...haha..i also dunno...maybe i jux find it pointless to study so much..as in nowadaes ppl dun study to purely gain knowledge, they study to gt tt paper onli, and to raise their status to a higher lvl, so tt they can 'step' on others...
i am contented wif my results...cos i din reap wat i sow actually...i reaped more than wat i sow...so i'm real contented...Maybe some ppl dun understand...or they might think tt i'm pretendin..trying to hide my sadness or something...but i can assure these ppl..I'm REAL contented wif my results...thou there may be some disappointment in certain subjects...but overall i'm still considered lucky... :D
Dun nd to worry...i dun think i nd to retake...and i dun see the nd to retake...:D
I'm quite surprised at one thing...the first thing tt came to my mind after i gt my results was tt i veri shocked to see the results...and i'm nt lyk some ppl...tt go ard wanting to compare results...juz sick and tired of these ppl...compare for wat sia...ppl r gg into diff courses...ppl hav diff expectations...and we r gd diff areas...lyk wat some ppl would sae, u can't compare an apple wif an orange...thou some ppl may think tt this phrase dun suit the situation, so wat..?? We jus see things from diff perspectives...wat makes u think tt ur view is the correct one?
Anyway, i suddenly realised tt there's quite a number of ppl i noe wanting to go for chinese studies too...hahah...so i can gt to see familiar faces...yay...!!
However, i'm starting to doubt my choice...thou i realli lyk to go into CS...but somehow there r still ppl tt dun think i'm suitable...?? I dunno...
Anyway, for some ppl...i jux wanna sae..dun think and act lyk u really noe me...i seriously dun think so...sad to sae, it seems quite ridiculous, senseless and fake to me...
*人, 若太沉迷于这些竞争, 就等于放弃了最基本的快乐, 值得吗？*

After sooo LonG...!!!

2010-02-10T20:53:00.002+08:00

Hiya...so long nv come to update liao..wahaha..i think now i hav so many things to write it down...is lyk i dun even noe where shld i start lor..

Maybe let me begin with...YAY!!!! FINALLY GT RID OF THE SICKENING JOB!!! The first time ever tt i feel sooo free...yup yup... In addition, i went for some RT jobs...eeeee...nt tt fun afterall. Haiz...this had made me wonder...if there's any job tt i will like...Or maybe i juz hate mundane jobs...sianed...

Hmm...recently i juz went for the gathering for ctss alumni...yup yup...initally thot it will be a bbq stuff...then later is a buffet-type...WTH...luckily ying told me to wear a bit more proper...cos initially i juz wanna wear a T-shirt plus a short...wahaha...yupyup.... Oh...ya....i saw a shuai ge there lor...he look damn like a member of ft island...the maknae if i'm nt wrong...he really is shuai okay...and so coincidently he's my fren's fren...hahaha... But of course i nv do things lyk wat ask my fren to intro etc lor...i think tt's veri bu yao lian lor....i'm nt tt thick-skin okay...so, let it be...hahaha...

I juz realised i gt nothing much to sae thou...no more on frens stuff...cos i gt sick of it..juz let it be, man...i heck liao...wat i can sae is tt sometimes those tt stand by ur side ironically r nt those close to u initially....wat r frenz for...?? I doubt any one can giv me an ans for it...
Anyway, i juz felt happy tt i sort of 'made' a great fren...a person tt i nv thot tt we can be tt close u see....(u noe who r...wahaha...TK-A BaPo...)

OH....something i really really wan to sae it here....Recently i realised i hav become an Anti-sh**ee person...in fact a bit more Anti-S* Entertain**nt...hahaha...wat the sh*t r they doin now...trying to wat..create 'clean' idols? My foot, man...wat they gt in the end..? MORE 'CASES'...gd...hav them busy, man...Those under them r lyk best at wat..?? Boosting ownself?? I think tt's their talent liao...Sickenin faces.... Though ironically, i used to like many 'ppl' under this sh**ty company, but those feelin dun last... Maybe some will say, but they indeed gd at choosin ppl...but wad i will reply is, how many succeeded? How many stay loyal to them? How many last? Juz hate the way they wanna 'portray' themselves...clean and nice ppl...HA-HA... I think it's time for the company to stay in the shadow liao...since they have 'earned'...nono...'sucked' so much from their beloved, 'talented' beings under them...!!!

Anyway, other than these...i haven't had any dramas to watch...!!! *Disappointed* So i resume back to ANIME!!! YAY!!! Of course at the same time i'm waiting for march to come...okay, dun be mistaken ok...i'm nt waiting for, u noe, results....I'm actually waiting for my Jap Movie to be released...hehehe....

Tat's all for today, thank you..!!! *bow*... WAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!

CTSS CAMP OvEr..!!!

2010-01-22T16:19:00.006+08:00

YAY...!! As stated, i have juz went for CTSS Aspire Camp 10' for 4E5NA kids...FUN!!! I SURVIVED 15 KM...harbourfront back to CTSS...i mean hike back!!! Took 7~8 hrs..plus MRT challenge...wasted my $$ there...!! I went back as helper...ALUMNI of course..!!! Wahaha...I'm now senior liao lor...alumni..hehehe...nice 'title'... I nv noe tt it will be this fun...but of course i hate the moments i have to wait for this wait for tt...wasted a lot of my time...but to get to mix ard wif juniors..especially when i'm takin the class tt my dance junior is in..so i gt to noe her frenz there...great to noe them...fun ppl to be wif... :D Other than tt, i gt to see some juniors tt have jux graduated last yr too...sounded as if i'm veri old...hahaha...but it's okay...at least is something tt bring some joy to my life now...And i gt myself an alumni tee...WOW...ALUMNI leh..!!!
Initially i thot tt things will be damn borin there...wif no much frenz there too...so i actually thot of nt goin...luckily i nv back-out...i feel great goin for this camp... The ppl did nt turn out to be as 'nt approachable' as i think they will be...in fact the teachers, alumni tt i dun really noe and the students are all veri nice...!!! CTSS is still and always the best place to be in.... :D
Oh, yar... I saw Zheng Ning, Wen Shi, Serena and Jason at the camp...of course Wan Ting too lor...hehe...nd to apologise to WT sia... Changed partner at the last minute and forget to tell her...so sorry.... DUN misunderstand me okay...nt i dun lyk WT...i would lyk to pair up wif her...but the prob is tt we both nv help out Aspire camps b4...so we scare tt we will gt lost...worse...the kids gt lost wif us...tt's y i asked if we can change partner...each getting a experienced partner...hahah....
Yup yup...shocked to see ZN there...cos they nv tell me she's gg...but of course happy too lah..lyk veri long nv see her liao...WS..!!! Still as cute and 'small' as b4....hahahaha.... SERENA!!! Getting more and more pretty now...really...ppl changed ba..hhahaa... Sad lor..nv get to see CP...thot she gg sia...nv go..smack her butt lor...though she said is nt sure...but i hope she can come lor...i sure partner her de...think we gt alot to catch up sia... :D One funny and ps incident...i thot one of my senior is younger than me...then i ask his age in a veri mei da mei xiao de tone...then he juz sae: Do i look tat young to u?... Then i knew it...ps leh...senior lor...i still think he younger...cos i think i veri 'old' le mah..!!! XP
Okay...all in all...the camp make me smelly and tired...but at the same time it brought me something tt i will nv ever can gt from else where de...And i thot i will nt enjoy cos my veri close frenz tt i can easier chat wif did nt come...In the end...i realised i actually CAN survive without them...Anyway.... Love CTSS..!!! And the PPL...!!!

So...i will onli write a small part on the latest, or shld i sae the last ep of Liar Game S2, ep9..!
Veri interesting and sort of made me realise a lot of things...hehe...the mean gal inside is actually tt a bad person afterall...okay, predicable ending, the gd of course won...without harming any other players...i think is the process tt is worth watching... I can't wait for the ending..which is in movie version...coming out on 6th march, in Jap. I really wan to watch..nono..is a MUST.... But firstly, i scare i can't catch up wif wat r the ppl trying to sae lor...cos the way the games are played and the method to win is veri complicated de.... Secondly, results comin out soon...i scare tt i wun hav the mood to go watch lor...hopefully i can gt in the uni course i wan...i dun hav high expectation okay... :D

Tat's all for todae...wish myself good luck for everything...!!! :D

Some PeaCe PleasE...??!!

2010-01-16T01:01:00.003+08:00

Seriously todae i wun tok much...perhaps i'm havin one of those 'bad mood' daes...so i will jux sae my piece and tat's all...

First thing: I really wan to juz stay in my room...dun hav to work, dun hav to see ppl, dun hav to tok to ppl....I hate to see humans now...i'm nt kiddin u ppl...perhaps this is the first sign of crowd phobia....

Second thing: Dun wanna interact now...i'm tired...i wish to tok to friends...but some can be really insensitive u see...leave me alone pls....

Third thing: Stop givin me false hope okay...i'm real stress here now...stop changin plans and stop tellin me to go find jobs tgt and then back out half-way...i had enough.....Stop pushing ur 'unwanted' jobs to me...!!! I'm nt a rubbish bin okay...if i wan job..i will go find it on my own...pls...i'm nt a substitute or something okay....i had enough...in ctss is lyk tat...now u wan me experience everything all over again....wad r u doin now...rubbin salt on my wounds...??!! Maybe u will nv realise this...

Maybe some ppl juz dunno...when i juz wan to go out wif frenz...plan cancelled...when i wish to work wif frenz (i noe this kind of things is less likely to happen..tt's y i sae WISH!!), i will ask ard, askin if there's more vacancies, tellin frenz abt these jobs....but then things always turned out the other way...hahaha...naive me....
I really dunno wat to sae..wat to write...so pls ppl...give me some peace...tellin all the 大道理 doesn't help me okay...wat u noe...i also noe...but wat i hav experienced, u may not hav experienced...

*So pls...no more false hopes...no more false informations...no more 'trying to act lyk u noe more than me'....pls...enough is enough... I'm very, very, very tired...放过我好吗？

**I really appreciate those who actually really care for me..i noe who u r can le...

*I can't believe my friend(s) would did these to me...Wat are friends for..?? Wakaranai.....

ThoTs....

2010-01-13T23:30:00.002+08:00

Okay...now is onli my random thots...lyk wat i hav sae in my previous post...i'm havin my bad luck now....!!! okay...currently i'm still undergoin these...but suddenly i feel lyk sharing a hmm...consider a real life story... When i'm working...(in NUH), i met this cute indian auntie, real cute...she was sort of waiting for her family members to come to visit her dad, but the reason she came out of the ward was b'cos she dun wan to 'fight' wif her dad...sort of lyk her dad will keep naggin her...so she came out to 'relax'...haha...so she chat wif me...cute auntie...'teach' me how to 'flirt' wif doctors...hahaha...jokin one of course... Also, she told me abt her life lor...lyk how she noe her husband, her grandchildren etc...she is onli lyk 50 plus lor...:D...and her hubby is her bro's friend...veri drama rite...? Cute couple, according to how she describe their meetings...:)then is the things tat happen to her and her family...one by one, admitted into hospital due to diff illness...Above all these, she stay positive and happy...

I guess i need to learn from her, cos my situation is nothing compared to hers...but think i still can't take it....
但我当然知道‘雨过一定会天晴’。。。我现在只希望这场雨快点儿过去。。。

**当你真的很相信人类时，他们的狐狸尾巴会慢慢出现，人类就真是如此可怕吗。。？**

UnLuckINess....

2010-01-11T20:03:00.003+08:00

Haizz...i've been quite unlucky recently...tat's wat i feel at this veri moment lor...一言难尽呀。。。该从何说起呢。。？？
At first, i thot i was so lucky...lyk can work wif frenz etc cos i already found a job mah...then now...hahaha...every thing is opposite of wat i think it will be...

Firstly, the job i found is damn su*ky...waste my time there...6/hr still nd to deduct CPF lor...shit*y rite....sitting there nothing to do...juz lyk a useless person there...maybe ppl will laugh at me...why i hav a gd job at a daycare centre, which is also 6/hr, i dun wan...and chose a du*b job here...(i dun wanna sae the place and the job itself..) Okay lah, maybe i'm juz plain stupid and naive ba...initially i wanna work wif frenz...find a higher pay job and at the same time find tuition assignments... Hahaha...in the end...a job of lower pay, no tuition assign. for me and no frenz to accompany me... Dumb rite... Haha....i feel so too....

Secondly, i thot my sec sch camp will be fun...then i went for one briefing and i think...nt as fun as i think it will be...i also dunno why i think tat it will be fun lor...maybe deep inside me i HOPE tat it will be fun, so at least i can gt away from the crappy job...but the reality is opposite of wat i think, or hope, to be exact.... So, do u think i still hav the mood to go camp..???

Thirdly, i'm supposed to be in malaysia from ytd to tonite....but then...again...still in s'pore... Trip cancel due to unexpected situation... To my sis...she think tat is fated...lyk we r not fated to go now...to me...i think is a series of unluckiness happening to me...hahaha...上天爱捉弄人，当你正高高兴兴时，就一把把你推入伤心里。。。

Why i suddenly wan to write this post...Cos i can't stand the job anymore...sooner or later i will go crazy okay...partially b'cos of...i dun wanna sae....the system there..?? Haha...i jux dun wanna go into detail...
Or maybe not solely b'cos of the job...think is veri single tiny things tat happen tat make me soooo fed up....i jux wanna 在此发泄一下。。。Now the 'fantastic' ppl is soo gd...they nv inform me to go down to work...hahaha..flexible timing if u wanna think on the positive side...But to me...they r jux wasting my time...make me 'bounded' to this job...now i can't go find another job....they r forcing me to turn into a mad woman...hahah...tell u...there's a limit to my tolerance okay ppl...i believe tat apply to everyone too...soo...better dun test me...i dunno wat i will do nxt...(i believe if u r my frenz..u would noe how angry i am right now....)

Nt long ago i told my sis everything...and she said she dun understand why i feel lyk tat and why i wanted to work so much...It's not as if i'm a workaholic okay...i'm actually a veri lazy person...if u hav a choice, who dun wan to stay home and do ur own stuff...it's b'cos i hav a lot more things to do...which require u-noe-wat...I'm not born wif a silver spoon in my mouth..so i hav to work hard to gt to my goals....and i believe a lot of ppl do so too...

*So ppl out there...if u can find jobs on ur own, pls do...dun go to those u-kown-wat-i-meant de places okay....u earn lesser tat way...

**Normally under these kind of situation...i jux wanna stay at home...hide myself from the reality world....**

So...i will end off here...hopefully these r only mine imagination...situation may not be TAT bad...and wish tat todae will be the last dae of my un****iness...:D

UnForgeTtabLe ExpErience...!!!!

2010-01-01T08:01:00.002+08:00

Hmm...curious abt wad i meant by unforgettable experience??? Haha...smart guess..??? Hehee...i dun think anyone would be able to guess correctly....cos it was....dun get too shock..... MY HOUSE NEARLY GOT BROKE IN....!!!!! Hmm....yup yup....a few hours ago liao....actually is a suspected case lah...and i'm the first witness...i mean i'm the one who actually realised a suspicious person seems like trying to break into my house...Okay, the whole incident is like this:
At about 3 plus(am), i was still using my com...chattin with my friend...then at abt 3.40~3.50plus i thot i heard a strange noise...seems lyk someone is struggling with my house's metal gate...okay, i have live in this house for lyk a decade liao...so i'm veri sure of the noise...so i climb onto my study table to look down to see who is at the front door.... I saw this man wearing red shirt squatting down infront of the gate....seems lyk struggling wif something...then a few secs later i saw him wif a broomstick in his hand...so i thot he is a cleaner or something..but weird lor...cleaning durin 3plus in the morning...?? But i did not really care...so i continued using my com...continue my chat wif my friend... At ard 4.10~4.15, i finish my conversation wif my friend...and this com's battery was fully charged...so i decided to go to bed liao...so after lyk brushing teeth etc...i went to bed...but i tossed abt for awhile..then i heard the noise again...i thot is my brother coming home..but the noise continued for mins...so i peeked down again...SAME MAN...struggling again...so i went down to the main door calmly and looked thru the peek-hole(watever it's called)....the man is still there..!!! So i decided to wake my sisters and parents up...and we did things lyk calling up the police, lookin for bamboo/wooden sticks to protect ourselve...okay lor...and somethings happened in-betw...the police came and luckily in time to catch the 'suspect'... It turned out tat the man is really the man i saw...hmm...i told the police everything...but cos the man sae he is onli making his daily routine...(isn't it tooo early..?? 3plus leh..)...and lyk he place in a wrong newspaper into our house...so he trying to take it out etc lah...so it seems lyk a misunderstandin lor....With alot of loop-holes lor....
Firstly, why he made a second trip back to our house after takin out the newspapers..?? Can't he juz place back the rite one..?? And he claimed tat he wanted to put back 'nicely'...hahaha...
Secondly, i saw the newspaper was already nicely placed near the gate...but he is still lyk struggling wif the gate...wat's wrong wif him..?? Nt happy wif my metal gate...?? DOTS....
Thirdly, my dad saw him went away for a few secs...then came back to the gate again...to struggle again...dots....
Fourth, why he came back again after i have off the lights for abt 10~15mins...so 巧 meh... I suspect is he was waiting for me to off the lights...oor something lyk tat ba...

Everything juz seems soooo bizzare....maybe it's juz some false alarm ba...hopefully...cos recently the auntie living one storey above mine had juz experience a 'break-in' incident...literally use glass bottle to break the window...then attempt to break the lock...so...we r more alert recently...maybe we r juz being paranoid..but better to be safe than sorry...i dun wanna wan anything to happen le then start to regret...:)
Luckily i haven't fall asleep...even it's juz a false alarm...but it can be tat he was trying to test the gate...lyk wanna break in nxt time or something...maybe he did this numerous time b4...it's onli we nv realised it...
Recently alot of cases in Clementi...which is suppose to be one the safest area in S'pore...used to be lah...maybe now crime rate increasing...affecting our peaceful area too.. :"(
Anyway, I have to thank this friend of mine for chattin wif me till so late..*u noe who u r*... :D
Seriously..first time i see policemen..hahah..and hav to lyk state what u see...seems lyk in a movie or drama tat kind...quite cool...but hor....the policemen also can't do anything...no evidences etc ba...sadden...maybe really false alarm....or is it not...???!!
Hahaha...actually quite proud of myself...i stay veri calm thru-out lor...hehehe...maybe due to i'm already mentally prepared..?? Cos something did happen to the house above mine...yup yup... Secondly, maybe i have watched toooo much detective kind of show...so maybe sort of 'prepared' for stuffs lyk tat...?? hehehe...may be bullsh*ttin lah....hahahahahaa....
So actually till now i haven't slp...since yesterday night...:( Hence...i'm preparing to go to bed now...!!! So tired...i also nothing much to write le...juz a brief one abt wad had happened to me during tat few hrs...experience tat u will nv wan to hav...:D

So, i haven't watch my animes and Liar Game S2...cos the latest episodes is nt out yet...arghhhh...waited for sooo looong liao lor...:( But recently watchin some excellent show...lyk HongKong de 洗冤录, and Jap's Tricks(圈套)....both are long time ago de drama le...but nt bad lor... :D
Okay lah...will update again after i watch my animes and Liar Game S2.... :D

**Keep urself alert all the time. Stay calm when handling these kind of incidents.**

Okay...tat's all i wanna sae here...
Ja-mata.

System BreakdOwn..!!!!

2009-12-25T15:15:00.008+08:00

HAhaha...i'm trying to be real funny here....wat i meant by 'sys. breakdown' is my body lah...hehehe....see lor...normally didn't really fall ill...now...they come all at once....first is onli mild flu,cough...now, flu+cough+sorethroat+headache+ferverish....hahaha...ultimate leh..hahaha.....so gd timing rite....tml i still hav to go out eat de lor... :(.... Hopefully i can get better by tml....so wat i hav to do now is slp more....hahahaa...which i would luv to do so....hehehehe.... :D

BUT...i have to 发泄 first b4 i go slp....
I happen to chance upon the synopsis of the Vic Zhou show: White and Black or sumthing lyk tat....wat the h**k lor...taiwan show copying Jap drama again...sh*t them lor...i apologise to those who luv taiwan dramas...esp. those idol idol kind...but i can tell u, 80% of their show is copy Jap show...maybe sometimes other country de lah....but wat i always see is copying Jap de lor...and how came out is lyk...*vomit*...totally 'de-value' the original production lor....
Btw, the Vic Zhou show is abt police kind of show...so is lyk one police is veri 'heck-care' type, the other, the partner, is veri passionate type....oh pls lah....this is wad we always see from Jap show onli mah...so copycat lor...and i rmb they make a big issue out of it...lyk wad first time Vic acted lyk tat...and wat the show is fantastic...oh pls lah...obviously will be nice lah...originated from Jap mah....
secondly, my fav anime, SkipBeat!...typical taiw**ese wanted to make it into show too...and u noe wat...the cast is Ariel Lin...WTF lor...destroy the lovely anime again...repeatin wat they do to Itazura na Kiss lor....spoil everything..!!!!
Tat's why...i nv watch taiwan 偶像剧lor....so si*kenly so....make me really wan to 呕吐lor....
Haizzzz....sooooo upset.........:( and angry at the same time...........

Let's tok abt something happier...hmm...i have finish watchin Tokyo DOGS...hmm...nt bad...juz nd to look at Oguri Shun...hahahahaha...no lah...the ending is expected, but there's no clear showing of whether Shun acted de character did stay in Japan or left for London...and did not show whether the male and female lead end up tgt or not... :)
Oh...ya...and i juz watch this jap drama, Ohitorisama, abt a 33 yrs old female teacher and a 23 male sub-teacher....hahaha...ok lah...i like the male lead...and the storyline is okay...bad thing is tat there's no sub for the last ep...and my jap is nt TAT gd...so i dun really noe wat's going on in the last ep in detail...but i noe they gt tgt..hahaha happy ending... So now i waiting for the subbed ep to be out...then i will re-watch...:)

*I gt to noe tat both Oguri Shun and Koike Teppei are left-handed...OMG...i'm attacted to left-handers...hahaha...dunno why, i juz find them attractive in their way...Btw, Xiah Junsu also a left-hander.... :D Amazed by them..!!! :D

Liar Game S2 EP07 - Disappointed, cos Akiyama lost to the 'evil' lady in there...but they did manage to proceed on to the nxt round of the semi-finals...but they lost in terms of showing the lady tat humans are bonded by promises and trust...sort of lah...and nt monetary-based...

One last thing...i fell in luv wif Tango after watchin the lovely performance by Wonder Girls feat. 2PM, Nobody...Tango and Disco Ver.

Watch them during their practice:

I really lyk Sunye and Wooyoung this pair...nt bad cos both of them are gd dancers...watch Nichkhun and Sohee....cute couple...and i think sohee maybe feelin a bit 'paiseh' wif Nichkhun...can see from her action...immediately let go of her hand after finishin the dance... :)...so cute...maybe tat's normal when u partner wif a handsome guy..hahaha...
But for the real performance, i really think Sunye is veri pretty but somehow i find Ye Eun is also veri attractive...i think her expression everything is gd...and her pairing up wif ChanSung was also nt bad...see how TaecYeon 'swing' the gal...OMG lor..!!!
However, what is lacking is the 'feel'...the tango-type of feel...lyk looking straight into the eyes of ur partner kind of feel ba...quite diffcult to explain...
But still, it was a great performance... :D

Random Thoughts.....

2009-12-22T01:05:00.003+08:00

Okay, today i didn't watch any drama/anime eps so i gt nothing related to these to write abt... :(
Okay lah, a few days ago i did watch some eps....i watch inuyasha-final act recent ep...i'm actually waiting for the ending...hahaha....

So, recently i receive a lovely email from a lovely friend of mine...I really did not expect her to write to me...hahaha...so kind of her....luv her to the max....(dun misunderstand me okay, she gt hubbIES liao...and i hav mine too...hahahah)...yup yup...i dunno how to express the feelin when i see her email....too happy and shocked...can u imagine a friend did care abt u and actually send an email to let u noe tat u r nt alone...and there's actually someone out there tat care for u...??
I seldom, or can say nv, experience this...so, i think i'm at a loss of words.... :D.... All i can sae is 'Saranghaeyo, Jiyool's mum!!!!' U are really my forever 'Chin-gu'.....hehehe...

Oh...btw, my sis juz came back from korea!!! hahaha...i'm waiting for her masks and of course...CHOCOLATES!!! hehehe...she brought back lyk a bag full of chocolates...wow...amazing...hehehe

And of course, i'm lookin forward to meetin my beloved friends this coming Wed and Sat...different grp of ppl lah...hahaha...wed is actually a gathering for my most beloved 2 Chin-gu...they are more lyk my On-ni...dun laugh at this word okay...is nt meant to insult them,okay...it's in korean...hehehe...bet some dunno de ppl will sure laugh their heads off...Okay, back to topic, these 2 gals, noe them for lyk 4 solid yrs for one, and 6 solid yrs for the other...hahaha...not consider long for some ppl, but i believe tat some times u dun hav to spent yrs wif a person to really become 'friends'...u can juz spent like a day, or a few hrs....TA-DA...a new name appear on ur 'friends' list....
I hav met this friend of mine, i juz noe her for a day, and i felt lyk i hav noe her for yrs....really...amazin feelin...though we r nt in the same school after tat short period tgt...but i believe tat our friendship wun change... :D (Btw, we r both Gemini...we even use the same shampoo at tat time...haha..so funny when we gt to noe it...)
Oh,ya...recently i juz realised a great friend of mine like 2PM too...arghhh...so happy to noe tat...cos nt many ppl ard noe abt korean stuff....hehehe...so shockin when she told me tat..hahaha...but sad to say...she wanna snatch away my NichKhun and Junsu... :'( ....
Hahaha...can't stop her...she sure win de...so pretty...how to 'fight' wif her....hehehe...u noe who u r huh....hehehehehe....NVM...i hav more to choose from...:p...

Recently i'm watchin this fantastic MV of 2PM...is when they jus debut de MV....
Titled: 10 out of 10

A really nice MV...they all daydream, or shld i sae they r havin 'fantasy' abt this gal tat they think is perfect...10 out of 10 lor...
After watchin this MV, i hav thoughts running thru my mind...izzit for real tat guys lyk this type of gal??? I mean..u can see from the mv...typical type tat most guys or even gals will think is near perfect...(figure ba)...
But i think this varies for each individual ba...:)....Anyway this is none of my business...hahahaha...

Okay, i'm endin wif a msg for all my friends...
Mina, arigatou. Dai-suki ne..!!!

Random thots...

2009-12-19T00:55:00.002+08:00

Hahaha...actually i'm quite tired now...but i jux wanna write down some trivial things here...maybe some things tat had happen this whole wk..?? :)

Firstly, to comment on the ep i have jux watched...Liar Game S2 EP 6..:
Hmmm..this time nt veri amazed by the mathods came up by the male lead and the stu**d bad guy...which is actually a lady lah...a veri weird lady...veri irritating too....dun lyk the feelin she gave me in the show....she is onli 20plus ba...but her action everything look lyk obasan lor... But tat also show tat she can really act...cos she really made audience dislike her... :)
But i think this ep is worth watchin...at least better than the last ep ba...but it would really make u wanna watch the nxt ep...so here i am...waiting for the nxt ep....i think nxt ep will be more exciting...
From this show, i dunno why ppl can really betray someone tat have saved them....and the female lead did not do it for onli once, she saved them for lyk thru-out the season 1 and the starting ep(s) of season 2....i think perhaps this drama is too extreme le ba...
I really lyk the male lead, as in he is veri brainy and really awesome....so i hope tat he will win the stu**d bad guy....tat's why, i will definitely go watch the movie...which is the endin for the whole series... :)

Now, to touch on wat had happened recently...firstly, a frenz of mine gt upset over something...maybe nt tat upset, but juz dunno y it seems lyk there's no endin to this 'issue'...hopefully the whole thing will juz be forgotten...i mean, i juz think tat we shld nt keep thinkin or remembering the bad things rite...?? I admit i did sumthing really bad to a frenz in sec sch...and i still regret till now...i dunno wat can i do...so i choose to apologise to her, then hope tat both of us will forget this incident and continue our friendship...though i noe a lot of things is nt tat easy to forget, but wad i think is if the person have apologised, then y keep harping on it..?? Pointless rite...?? To be able to meet each other is 缘分...imagine tat i am able to noe u among lyk i dunno how many ppl in this world....izzit it amazing..?? Maybe it juz tat we r nt used to each other's way of doin things...so we might have some conflicts...but most importantly is u or the other party hav sincerely apologise, then why not juz let it go...(if the incident is nt THAT major)..??

Secondly, i really feel sorry towards Boon...cos 你好容易帮我找到这份工作，我却。。。离职。。I'm sooo sorry...and the worst thing is i did not inform u beforehand...haizz...how bad can i gt...:( But of course there's some reason to why i quit...hope u dun mind... :)

Thirdly, i think i really dunno how to express myself well...and i really hav to thank my close frenz who is always by my side...i really dunno how they can stand me...but they juz did it...hahaha... I dun really noe how to care for my fren...as in i'm nt those kind tat will call u when i did nt tok to u for a long time...maybe to my frenz, they will think tat i dun really care for them ba...cos i dun really call them...therefore most of the time i will nt noe wat had taken place in their life...imagine i dun even noe one of my close fren will be goin oversea until like a few days before prom night, 7th dec...and she is goin off durin dec too...haha...imagine hearing abt the love life of ur close fren from another close fren....how would u feel...??? Perhaps i'm the kind of person tat i dun take the initiative...Okay, i must admit tat i a 宅女...i dun lyk goin out unnecessarily...i wait for frenz to call me...i wait for frenz to ask me out... I think this close frenz of mine tat i noe for 6yrs++ shld noe... I dun mind ppl call me to tell me their problems..if them feel comfortable wif me lah...i may seem lyk a person whose lips are nt sealed...but trust me...i will nt use ppl secrets to gossip ok...but maybe some juz wun understand...or juz feel uncomfortable ba...

Lastly, i really wan to thank all my frenz for staying by my side...maybe i do agree wif this close fren of mine...maybe some ppl feel tat sec sch frenz are much closer...sometimes i think so too...:)
知音难觅，知己难求

After watching Liar Game season2 ep05....

2009-12-12T01:23:00.003+08:00

okay...firstly...i HIGHLY recommending this show....Liar Game, a Jap drama. Not those typical love story that 爱得死去活来的....it's something veri special..great storyline.... It's actually abt this veri honest(extremely) gal tat got involve in the 'Liar Game' where 'contestants have to lie to each to win this 'game'...veri interesting to watch cos the male lead is a genius in lying lor....so we can see how he actually see thru the tricks of others...and at the same time using extremely smart methods to win his opponents...cool....lots of brain work needed when watchin...cos u nd to understanding the logic behind the diff games played....
But actually the show did portray out the reality world...but i think they r trying to teach or convey the message to everyone tat actually we jux nd a little more honesty and we will hav a much more beautiful world... :) I really lyk the way they 'convey' the msg...It's only when u read deeper into the meanings...then u will get what r they trying to say lor... :D

*But of course, watchin how wonderful and smart the protagonist is also veri veri enjoyable! :)
*However, the show will show quite a bit of lyk 'ch***tian' style....hmm..yup...not tat i'm being discriminative, but it jux tat i can't believe japs will show this kind of background lor... :D

From season2 ep 05:
After watching season1 eps and season2's eps so far...i can totally again to a point made in the show...tat's when u plan to work in a grp, u have to really have the trust for each other...cannot tolerate any 'betrayal', so else the whole grp will fall, except those betrayers lor... Which go back to the point tat one cannot be too selfish and greedy...cos when u r selfish and only think of ownself, u r actually making life difficult for others...or actually 你是在把自己的快乐建筑在他人的痛苦上。。。

I think i shld end here...i'm onli here to share my thots of this wonderful show i'm currently watching...and these r wat's on my mind when i'm watching the show...so pardon me if i say anything tat u dun agree on.... :) :D

2009-12-10T23:20:00.014+08:00

Oh....finally prom is over...like three days ago..hahaha...i know saying this now is a bit weird...is b'cos i'm too tired to write new post right after prom...
something abt prom here:
It's nt as fun as i think it will be...maybe i'm nt sittin wif my classmates...i realli hate this lor...when ur classmates are sittin tgt and u r alone...wif me was onli Fion...:'( Then is sooo weird...no one to tok to...and the ppl are veri noisy...!!!! But luckily i did took some pics wif my classmates...hehehe...so i'm contented...cos i think we will still meet up somehow.. :)
Secondly, i did something that i nv thought i would have done.... I took photo wif u know who...(i think onli my close frenz and classmates noe who am i tokin abt) hahahaa...soooo paiseh lor... But actualli it was me who 'wanted' to take de lor...then i ask Ying for opinion....then ask MeiXi too...oh ya,,,Vanice too....hahaha...all said tat i shld take.....so i awkwardly took 2 photos wif him...haaha... Great Frenz aren't they,,,if not for their encouragement(especially Ying and MeiXi who actually accompany me!!!), i think i will regret for life ba....hahaha... :P

Post Prom:
Practically no events...hahahaa...then i juz stay at home...dazing and lookin at vids....and i find myself fallin for 2PM...a Korean male idol group...WoW...i think if u keep lookin at or listening to any singers songs and MVs, u will definitely fall for the singer(s)....
Highly recommending 2PM's HeartBeat...excellent song...i luv this song....And My Colour, their latest song..veri nice too...i luv My Colours' MV...is a CF MV... Among the 7 members(including the original leader,jaebeum,who had left b'cos of some issue), i really like Taecyeon!!! Nickhun and Wooyoung are cute....hahahaha....But Taecyeon is still the Ideal Guy!!!!(for me)

Hmm....then this morning cute 'Boon Boon'(BoonYang) msg me and told me tat i can actually help out, or in another word, work at her uncle's day care centre...So i started my 'working' life...nt bad...quite relaxing...Finally!!!Earning my own money!!!! :D

Ok,now is feelin after watchin vids/drama(s) liao.. :)
i'm currently watching Tokyo Dogs acted by OGURI SHUN!!!! Luv him too...too cool..!!! :)
A veri veri nice police drama...the plot is okay but is really nice to watch 2 gd-lookin jap actors(okay,actually onli oguri shun is gd-lookin, in my opinion lah) acting as police tat come from diff background...and the female lead is pretty too!!! :) Of course, look at the whole thing, i think is veri enjoyable! I really luv the part where the 2 main male lead (acting as policemen) arguing over trivial things...and is at the cruial moments lor...!!! Also to watch how smart the 'American' police acted by oguri shun is...veri smart...he is always ready for everything and always plan everything nicely..!!! :) Hmm...for ep8, i can really understand the gal's feelin when she called out to Shun but he actually run to chase after the other person..tat may lead him to the murderer of his father....and the part when both male lead are on the car, so relaxing when actually they r goin after the guy who had held the female lead as hostage....And the part Shun being shot...i thot he will be badly injured or even dead...but hahaha...cos he is a veri smart police, everything is 'under his control'....this character is portraited in this way.... :)
P.S Shun's character is always asking ' what is....' as said by the other male lead....i think these parts are veri cute and funny...worth watching....
Highly recommending this show!!! :D

I think tat's all for today...i didn't write much on the show cos i'm still watchin!!! Nt much 'thots' after watchin the eps!!! :D

A Day To Remember

2009-12-04T00:44:00.005+08:00

First time writing a blog...kinda nervous plus excited....hahaha... I used to dislike writin blog...but now i think i shld try writin...cos i really want to share some of my thoughts,feelins and maybe juz some events to remember...!!! :)

Okay, to begin with...yesterday(03/12/09) is my last paper for 'A's....nt that happy cos i already felt veri relieved after the 23rd Nov paperSSS!!!! Hmmm...nothing much to say abt papers...so proceed on to my FRIENDS...!!! Though 3rd Dec may be my last day to see some of my friends...i really hope that we will not lost contact since then... I really really hate to see friends who used to be close friends or classmates suddenly become strangers.... I can't believe how these ppl forget those good times or moments they have shared with their peers...

To me, i prefer to forget abt the bad times....人生短短几十年嘛，何必让自己沉浸在苦海里呢？
I admit tat i'm nt those type tat will take the initative to call friends or to orgainse gathering etc., but that does nt means tat i dun treasure friends...Perhaps i'm juz plain lazy.

Secondly, i went to do my hair...as preparation for prom..?? Nt so.... More of a change of image ba.... I let the person cut my hair(without giving much comments) and i highlighted my hair...cool...but perhaps i really have those bad kids face ba...i think i really look lyk an 'Ah Lian'...hahaha.... anyway, this mark a change in my life!

Okay...i think i will stop here... :D
Jamata!
Annyeong!