exams over...what comes by is another long journey....
Saturday, December 11, 2010
Seriously...i'm trying veri hard to bring some lights into my sad life....i'm trying...always trying...
Life itself is scary...not anything tat come by...but is itself...
无言。。。不想再讲了。。。累了。。。倦了。。。许多的无奈是无法用言语来表达的。。。
posted at : 11:21 PM
~~助けて...???
Wednesday, July 14, 2010
July 2010...七月2010....2010...一个很不一样的一年。。。
世上真有奇迹吗？我能期待它的到来吗？
这几天来让我想清也看清很多。。。
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不说了。。。也不想说了。。。一切随缘吧。。。
posted at : 9:53 PM
囧~~哭笑不得~~
Sunday, June 20, 2010
Wa...long time nv up date liao...haiz...actually i really dun hav the mood to write anything...
Too many things...dun feel lyk saying anything...
SS501 Love ya - This song made me 百感交集。。。
Why everything in this world is nt wad we see...why dreams are tt far away...why are dreams fading away as i'm growing up...
Life without dreams are meaningless, seeing ur dreams fading away make life seems pointless...aimless...
此时此刻的我只想尽情的大喊一场。。。只想回到曾经。。。不然就是想离开这儿。。。活在一个自己想出的不现实的世界里。。。
For now...i really lyk SS501 Love Ya...maybe nt the lyrics...but the rhythm is exactly how i'm feeling...i luv the rhythm...the music...
成长的代价就是失去一且童年的幻想及梦想。。。
posted at : 11:29 PM
6 more days...
Thursday, May 13, 2010
A day more!!! And i can take a break liao!!! Arghh!!! Suddenly ytd night i really regretted something...last time at SIM i shld be more guai...then can stay longer to earn the $$$...but...will things turn out to be lyk i predicted? Or actually...the fact is i'm not suitable for tat job...even if i force myself to stay...i wun be happy...but thinkin of the $$$...haizz...regret sia...也许我赚钱的时机还未到吧。。。？！
满肚子的委屈，无奈，愤怒与一大堆的心灰意冷该怎么办才好。。。？？？='(
posted at : 10:18 PM
8 more dayss!!!
Tuesday, May 11, 2010
我好辛苦啊！！！！
头不知为什么那么不舒服。。。啊啊啊啊。。。。。。。。。。辛苦啊。。。。
根本没人知。。。。。。
我能开开心心的去台湾玩吗？？？
怎么办。。。？？？！！！
posted at : 11:43 PM
11 days...
Saturday, May 8, 2010
No letters yet!!! Arghh....i think i'm really worried now...
BTW...i have jux completed half of my job duration...yesh...but dunno if i shld continue to work...:D
Suddenly, i jux feel tt of all the jobs i have done, i actually lyk the one at NUH more...cos hav more fun ppl, slacky thou sometimes hav to see 'ppl's face'...and almost everyday i work, fion will come to accompany me...workin time still can crap wif 'kids'...but lyk i said b4, the job make a 19yr old person feel lyk a 90yr old elderly....
Hehe...currently i'm watching Cinderella's sister ep11! I jux feel tt this show is diff from other korean drama...hmm...it jux hav a diff feel, backgrd settings and some trival stuff(to some ppl, but nt me=D)...It depicts something tt is diff from other kor shows...hehe...maybe some may not understand ba...but it jux suit my taste...perhaps onli some ppl will gt wat i mean =D
posted at : 12:21 AM
13 more dayss....
Thursday, May 6, 2010
*title not link to the content*Hey...thanks, Veron...i will relax de...who am i..? I'm Jinxian lehss.. =D
So, i will wait 'anxiously' for the letters and at the same time looking forward to work wif u 2...!!! i really wanna do events, especially wif FRENZ!!! EXTRA Especially is U TWO!!! (U noe who u r=D)
我从来都没想过我会如此在乎朋友，朋友在我心里是如此‘有份量’。可能是我一直都不清楚什么是‘友谊’，也可能是我在害怕些什么吧。。。但经过这么久，这么多事，我似乎明白了一些吧。。。我只可说，若要我在这世上活着，外加有‘开心’这元素，就如鱼儿不能没水，我不能没朋友。‘冤家宜解不宜结’，比起这句，我更喜欢‘多一个朋友好过多一个敌人’。 我自己改了一改，‘多一个朋友好过多一个陌生人’=D可能你不把我当朋友，但这不代表我不把你当朋友。。。A side note...after 'trying' so many diff type of jobs...i think i gt to noe which type suits me the best...luckily it's veri similar to my dream career... =D
posted at : 10:43 PM
